I guess I'm so left behind on what's happening, and maybe when I get back I can't relate anymore on those trippings and things that they have done. It's not my fault anyways, neither theirs. Maybe all I have to do is to be strong. Overcome this sadness and just move on with my life. There's no use feeling all dark and twisty. It will do me no good, same as to complain. All I know is I'm stuck here, struggling to make the best out it. I have to suck it up, and start moving forward.