Sometimes I just want to let go. Let go of all the pain, let go because I felt this is too hard and I just can't take it anymore, but everytime I think of how long I've hold on it just keeps on pulling me back. I wish I have the strength to let go. Let go of the pain, let go of everything that hurts me. I wish I was that strong to not care and not give a damn. I wish I wasn't too scared, too scared that maybe I won't have the chance to feel like this again despite of the pain that I'm feeling.