I'm not a perfect person, when it comes to relationship, I always tend to screw up. I've been a "bitch" before. I used to date numerous guys, and end up being tired with the guy and realized that he's really not my type or that he didn't sate what I'm looking for. I've been also in a steady period for a long period of time, waiting for the right person to just come, I've formulated a list on what I want in a guy, which all of us know that list is just bullshit because it only prolongs the wait.
So yes, I screwed up a lot of relationship before. I messed up, I always picked a fight. I wasn't the ideal or the epitome of a perfect girlfriend, but I've changed. Ever since I started dating the guy I'm with right now things have changed. Maybe because after a long wait of me wanting to have a serious relationship and a lasting one he came into my life. Yes there are times that we fuss over little details, we fight like there's no tomorrow, but that's only normal right? I remember a post from a good friend that "Fights are essential to establish a strong relationship, not to break them apart." Yes, that is true. I've came into such realization that there are no perfect couples, no perfect relationships, every person who's in a relationship someone did encounter a fight, maybe once? twice? thrice? who knows. People have just to learn the word "compromise" so the relationship that they're fighting for would actually last. I actually do believe in the word compromise, because if you really love a person and you want to spend I don't know how long you want it to be with him or her, you should really understand the word compromise and how'd you would use it.