Confusion.

We went to U of S last Tuesday to inquire. Me and my friend grabbed a couple of papers and inquiry things to look at. As I got home, I just put the papers on my bedroom floor, I didn't even dare to take a peek on it til 10 minutes ago. As I was browsing one by one, nothing seems to interest me, until I'm finally on the last booklet. Upon opening it, randomly, I opened up to a page where it says "Dentistry". I was quite shock when I saw that bold letter word. I started to text one of my friend and the lover. They both replied with the same thought that maybe it is really meant for me and that it's a sign. Tears started to come rolling through my cheeks for no apparent reason. I was laughing and crying at the same time. I was asking myself of the what if's and there's a lot of but's.

Until now I'm still in shocked. I don't know if I should pursue it or not. I told you that Dentistry would be my first love but I know I just can't afford to be in it. There's still this confusion inside me. I need to think it through and I need to talk it through my lover, parents and specially my best friend because she simply knows what to say in times like this. I wish I could make up my mind soon before it's too late.