Finally finals is over. I won't worry too much now and I have more time to blog, at least for now. I know I'll be super packed when second semester starts, having Biology, Chemistry, English Language Arts, History and Mathematics A30 would make me busy and I would have less time for blogging, not only here in blogger but also in tumblr.
I need to accomplish a lot of things before second semester starts, just like on how I would customize my blogger, those html and design stuffs plus how on I will put my links to other social sites such as tumblr, lookbook and flickr. I wish I could do all of this in 3 days.
I'll try to update this more often, I know I've been saying that a lot of times, but I'll try.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Busy.
I’ve been so busy that I haven’t uploaded/updated my 365 project and I haven’t blogged for like a week. Finals + work is really stressing me out. I just came from a morning shift and now I’ll be leaving to do some night shift work. Pretty shitty week for me but whatever. I’ll try to upload later or maybe tomorrow. I hope I’ll have time to hit the internet again later. :)
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Confusion.
We went to U of S last Tuesday to inquire. Me and my friend grabbed a couple of papers and inquiry things to look at. As I got home, I just put the papers on my bedroom floor, I didn't even dare to take a peek on it til 10 minutes ago. As I was browsing one by one, nothing seems to interest me, until I'm finally on the last booklet. Upon opening it, randomly, I opened up to a page where it says "Dentistry". I was quite shock when I saw that bold letter word. I started to text one of my friend and the lover. They both replied with the same thought that maybe it is really meant for me and that it's a sign. Tears started to come rolling through my cheeks for no apparent reason. I was laughing and crying at the same time. I was asking myself of the what if's and there's a lot of but's.
Until now I'm still in shocked. I don't know if I should pursue it or not. I told you that Dentistry would be my first love but I know I just can't afford to be in it. There's still this confusion inside me. I need to think it through and I need to talk it through my lover, parents and specially my best friend because she simply knows what to say in times like this. I wish I could make up my mind soon before it's too late.
Until now I'm still in shocked. I don't know if I should pursue it or not. I told you that Dentistry would be my first love but I know I just can't afford to be in it. There's still this confusion inside me. I need to think it through and I need to talk it through my lover, parents and specially my best friend because she simply knows what to say in times like this. I wish I could make up my mind soon before it's too late.
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Adieu 2010.
I haven't been updating this blog since the start of the year. I've been busy with school and work that I can't find a time to update this. I'll try to update this more often.
I ended my 2010 with laughter and started my 2011 blissfully. I'm thankful for 2010 because it shaped me to be a better person. I've learned a lot, I can say that I've matured in handling things and I've made a lot of mistakes. 2010 wasn't my year, it has brought me heartaches, I felt like a complete failure in 2010. I've felt a slight of depression, depression which was still carried at the present. My life became a complete mess. I was happy but yet I felt something's missing. I kept on searching for things that would satisfy me but still I was unsatisfied.
It was a hard year for me. I wasn't able to make it in post-secondary. I expected too much for nothing. I felt like I'm a 100% failure not only with myself but also with my parents. I disappoint them but I made a hard choice and I enrolled in High School even if I don't want to. It's the only way for me to be in post-secondary so I need to just suck it up.
It was a tough year for me. I yearned for the hugs and the comfort words from my friends back home, if I were there it wouldn't be this hard. The feeling wouldn't suck big time. I was glad at one point that even though they're 32409342520143014x miles away from me, they never failed to take away the pain that I'm feeling. Especially my best friend, she supported me and told me advices that I just needed to hear. She never left me hanging and that's why I love her so much.
Today, 2011, I just hope you'll be nice to me. I hope that it would be a good year. I started my year right and I hope that it'll get better til the end. No more heartaches according to the picture I posted last. I hope 2011 would be my year and would be a year of overflowing happiness for me.
I ended my 2010 with laughter and started my 2011 blissfully. I'm thankful for 2010 because it shaped me to be a better person. I've learned a lot, I can say that I've matured in handling things and I've made a lot of mistakes. 2010 wasn't my year, it has brought me heartaches, I felt like a complete failure in 2010. I've felt a slight of depression, depression which was still carried at the present. My life became a complete mess. I was happy but yet I felt something's missing. I kept on searching for things that would satisfy me but still I was unsatisfied.
It was a hard year for me. I wasn't able to make it in post-secondary. I expected too much for nothing. I felt like I'm a 100% failure not only with myself but also with my parents. I disappoint them but I made a hard choice and I enrolled in High School even if I don't want to. It's the only way for me to be in post-secondary so I need to just suck it up.
It was a tough year for me. I yearned for the hugs and the comfort words from my friends back home, if I were there it wouldn't be this hard. The feeling wouldn't suck big time. I was glad at one point that even though they're 32409342520143014x miles away from me, they never failed to take away the pain that I'm feeling. Especially my best friend, she supported me and told me advices that I just needed to hear. She never left me hanging and that's why I love her so much.
Today, 2011, I just hope you'll be nice to me. I hope that it would be a good year. I started my year right and I hope that it'll get better til the end. No more heartaches according to the picture I posted last. I hope 2011 would be my year and would be a year of overflowing happiness for me.
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