When in doubt, trust.

I feel that I'm being unfair, or maybe not. I don't know what to do but this feeling of doubt and confusion is taking all over me. I don't know if there's something that I should know, or there is really nothing. It's weird that I over think too much, I've been constantly hurting the person who loves me and who truly cares for me. This trust issue has got to end. I should never over analyze things, I should trust that person more than he trusts me.

Walls.

I've been steady for quite sometime, I just don't feel socializing with other people and I don't know why. I want some time alone you know? I want some time to figure things out, to be serious and actually focus on something. It's those times when you feel that you don't need those people who keeps on messing with you and taking you as a joke. It's those times when you need someone who's actually there for you especially when you sad and serious mood is on. It's those times when all you want to do is put up walls around you just so you can know who's willing to take the initiative to climb. I don't know, I just feel weird today.

I've been busy with school and work that I haven't updated this. + tumblr is consuming most of my time. I'll try to update this ASAP. Need to finish homeworks and my overdue essay. :P